you think your days are uneventful and no one ever thinks about you...

auniquecliche @ 2005-11-15T18:05:00

2005-11-15T23:06:36Z

well since I said I was going to stop writing in this journal... I created a new one! And I only have one friend... myself. so add me up.: )

excited? I know, me too!

username: eliseemm

thank you
-elise

argggg people these days.

2005-11-15T02:07:26Z

thespianofyear: did you do that whale poem thing for bev?
hear this song: nope
AndDeannaSays: no
AndDeannaSays: wasn't that due weeks ago?
Girliegrl917: oh no i remember i did it in class
oppertunist 75: no porque
SunBabby 18: no, sorry
GirlSetsFire817: oh goodness i did not
NaYr55: no but i need it also
NaYr55: i am trying to find so when you find it can you send to me and ill do the same

...
conclusion: nobody does their homework anymore.

-Elise

You can't hurt me causes I don't care about you... and I guess I will protect myself from you

2005-09-14T19:17:59Z

This is it, in five days... I'm deleting it.

The warning is just for my good, no one elses.

I'll be happier with out it.

done,
Elise

last thing

2005-09-14T02:50:08Z

shirt!

-Elise

auniquecliche @ 2005-09-13T15:33:00

2005-09-13T19:35:52Z

I gave blood today. I freaked out but now its over, and I want to go to sleep. I'm really glad I did it though.

goodnight.

-Elise

{[edit]}my mom and I just fixed the blood drive shirt so it fits me! Yay, I'm like a seemstress.

Oh what a beautiful view...

2005-09-12T01:10:38Z

sooo I'm writing my own recommendation letter... I don't really understand why I am doing this because it kind of contradicts the whole "recommending someone else to a school" theme they have going on. but its an assignment so I have to do it. And it really makes me MAD... but oh well I'm making mine really cocky and stupid because the only recommending this letter will be doing, is that of an "A" for the assignment.

but, on lighter terms...
I got a 132 bowling yesterday!! Which would have been the winning score, if brennan didn't get a flippin 133. but thats still pretty exciting. THANKS SENIOR PE.

Umm walks at 2 in the morning are pretty uplifting. I can't get that off my mind for some reason.

I played soccer finally today with Mr. Dorries, Ethan and co. It was rather fun. Our team lost, but not as dramatically since I was there. I'm not saying I'm amazing, just really lucky as ryan pointed out:)

I missed because of dee today, I wish I could have gone... but no I have to recommend myself for stupid college... grrr.
-Elise

but its too late. aww don't you know, its been too late for a long time.

2005-09-09T02:30:24Z

Ahh I'm having so much fun in life right now... not the bored game, but I guess you could say reality.

TODAY WAS AWESOME!

I'm extremely happy. :)
-Elise

(I wish I had my twenty questions though)

auniquecliche @ 2005-09-05T01:50:00

2005-09-05T05:56:49Z

I'm lonely...

I've been so moody lately.

I hate myself.

I hate how gross this situation is and how people can't just APOLOGIZE.

Maybe I wasn't always the stubborn one.

I don't know where I belong anymore.

But, atleast people stick up for me

Thank you... all of you

-Elise

hmmm

2005-09-02T08:34:52Z

Well I'm officially never going to take a nap again. I went to bad at like 5, and woke up at 3:30. I can't go back to sleep, so I'm just going to get ready for school.

I've been having the best dreams lately. If only they would be real :(

Yesterday was such a good day, I'm just very irritable with people lately. but this too shall pass.

I like how if I don't like something I just erase it from my life, people tell me its unrealistic... I don't see why though, it seems to be an awesome solution for things you don't want to deal with.

:) :(
-Elise

auniquecliche @ 2005-08-31T14:58:00

2005-08-31T19:00:05Z

well I can safely say I'm not boy crazy anymore.... that kind of faded into a fast depression.

oy I hope this ends as abruptly as it began.
:/
-Elise

auniquecliche @ 2005-08-28T09:20:00

2005-08-28T13:20:46Z

hmm well that was INSANE... don't know what I'm going to do with work today.

Give me the Henny, you can give me the Cris

2005-08-27T16:40:09Z

Off to work I go...

then, a PARTY!!! Smirnoff twists anyone?

-Elise

Hurricane Katrina? psssh more like new born baby girl Katrina.

2005-08-25T23:56:07Z

Well considering my buddy list is only filled with people who don't live here... I would say everyones power went out because of the hurricane. But not here in the Mesa house! thanks to Juan Mesa the Genius, we have enough power to keep the computer and dsl running! score! Even though no ones on line to talk to.

sooo I'm pretty bored, my dad said he'd drive me to the Grotens in a bit if I want. I do want! But I feel bad since I pretty much live there lately! So we'll see if that happens. hmmm my dad is filming this ittle hurricane because he thinks its a big deal. I don't we have one every year. Sorry Katrina but I liked Frances better. :)

Does age really matter? someone answer me this question please.

Well the trees are a brewing outside, I think the eye should hit soon.

Alright well this entry was dry, I neeeedddd to go somewhere wet!

byee
-Elise

rambling ramblers..........)()^^*%Z&^

2005-08-23T20:54:13Z

tomorrow's bowling!! i can't wait! I'll probably just play ddr though, I haven't playedin a while.

Haha the senior class meeting was SOO much fun today! lol I still can't believe I'm a senior, thats crazy talk. So far I've been having fun. lol the themes they said at the meeting were sooo not classy at all: Las Vegas, Lifestles of the rich and the famous...?, 20's (uhh already doing chicago), and some others. lol Libby, Jacob, and I kept making sugestions like anatomy, bible, oregon trail... but nobody liked them.. over all I give the meeting 4 stars.

Geese I've been BOY CRAZY lately and I can't even control it. I figure its just a weird phase and it'll end soon... I need to sort out feelings and stuff.

i need a decal...

alright done
-Elise

SHES 15!

2005-08-23T02:21:58Z

I love ya girly!
-Elise

auniquecliche @ 2005-08-21T22:47:00

2005-08-22T02:56:27Z

The Ouija board doesn't lie... and Neither should you. :/

"When the world turns its back on you, you turn your back on the world" -rufiki

2005-08-22T02:25:35Z

I just went to wal-mart and got a shirt for senior PE. Haha people are definitely picking me for their team now because I have this shirt. THANKS WAL MART.

I went home from work early today... my stomach hurts, thinking of people makes me want to throw up everywhere.

uhh.. Gabby's turning 15 tomorrow! yayy

I went to see 40 year old Virgin with matt and jen, it was pretty funny. And this guy that was sitting next to us made it 20 times funnier. He was old and fat and kept saying stuff like, "He'd be a good room mate" or "I think that dogs too small for that."

I'm good I guess, but i have a LOT of hate in me I wish I didn't have...
I guess thats what the world does to you.

-Elise

auniquecliche @ 2005-08-18T23:21:00

2005-08-19T03:29:17Z

FUCK YOU ANDREW SLANE! KEEP SPREADING SHIT and just SEE what happens... try me. I don't even fucking care.

I don't think I've ever HATED anyone more than I hate you.

I never knew you had the audacity to stoop this low, but boy was I wrong.

oh yeah and kindly, never talk to me again... that’s probably the only good decision I’ll have made concerning you. And the only one I won’t regret.

goodbye ass.
-Elise

She feels better than ever, and we're on fire Making our way back from Mars.

2005-08-16T00:44:18Z

hmmm... I don't know what to say, this luck streak thing, kinda too good to be true. But I'm not going to complain.

I'm supposed to start swimming tomorrow, don't know if thats going to happen or not, but hopefully it will.

ummm... theres really nothing to complain about, I've been feeling so FREE and crazy the past couple of days. I haven't been upset about things I thought or normally would be upset about. And I guess thats good considering everything. (its kind of hard to speak without using specifics, but I understand myself, and some other people might.)

Oh and friends who are awesome... I can list a million... thanks for that.

-Elise

Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity...

2005-08-13T16:28:29Z

It's weird how you think about somepeople and you know you don't want to because it just upsets you, so you have to tell your self not too.... it gets me sad.... I know its over... it gets me sad... I'm glad it's over... it gets me sad... I begin to hear things... and I hate him.

Well that was pretty much my week, until yesterday. work is going Awesome!! I LOVE Matthew Cannella, and he is the new person I confide EVERYTHING in! And people are actually starting to remember my name and talk to me. I've been going on brakes with some pretty cool people... and I'll start tell other things once bigger things start happenning. I'll see if it continues at work, but I'm pretty damn excited about it.:)

I really do believe in fate.

Yesterday was the best day I've had in a REALLY long time. I knew being upset wouldn't last forever. (but then again neither can being happy)but what the hell, I'm not going to care about certain things anymore, and hopefully that will let me stay happy.

Enthralled,
-Elise

auniquecliche @ 2005-08-06T01:30:00

2005-08-06T05:32:19Z

maybe some things happen for a reason. I can't even describe how much faster it made the moving-on process. yeah school will start and I'll have an awesome-senior year... hopefully.

-Elise

auniquecliche @ 2005-08-02T21:55:00

2005-08-03T01:56:07Z

I need friends. real ones.

bye.

hmm...

2005-08-01T03:41:37Z

beautiful is such a strong word. When I was baby Elise I never really understood the impact that word had, it was just a synnonym to pretty. The scenery was pretty/beautiful, the tree was pretty/beautiful... it didn't make a diffference- iI was just trying to say it looked nice. Now it makes all the difference in the world. Beauty doesn't describe the way you look, its an adjective describing everything. "wow you're beautiful." It's flattering. It's overused but somehow, it's It's real. Anyone can be pretty, but when your pretty and caring and sensitive... thats when you're beautiful.

I don't know what this is supposed to mean, it kinda just came to me.

anyone can be pretty...
-Elise

auniquecliche @ 2005-07-30T12:51:00

2005-07-30T16:51:46Z

Yeah thats right, me and Andrew got the jobs at Hollister... what now?!?

I can't wait to start work!

Thanks Matthew!

auniquecliche @ 2005-07-29T00:14:00

2005-07-29T04:15:51Z

I have nothing to complain about.

Yet, I have nothing to make me smile.

its a weird feeling... like a gloomy, not satisfied, content.